We ended up on a half moon. The evening was all noisy. By eleven, all the blabbering dispersed to stillness. Quietness. My world stopped. My body froze. My brain kept on circling. My heart kept on pounding. My eyes are swelling. I can't stop myself from crying. My sight is filled with darkness in this well-lit room. Lying down the floor, lost.
I was listening to a Camera Obscura song called "Country Mile". Suddenly, I decided to stand up, and thought of packing for a lonesome trip to nowhere. I punched in some clothes, bottles of water, food supply, wet wipes, tissue papers, pens and a drawing notebook.
"I feel lost.", the song said. Yes, I really do feel lost right now. I don't know how to pick myself up after spewing hurtful words. All I could do now is cry. Actually, I have been crying everyday without fail for three weeks now.
How sad it is to be apart from someone who was once dear to you. Who could have thought that I would be driving down the sullen road again.

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