Romeo and I got into serious fights with each other lately. It involved yelling and cussing on each other, ending the both of us really hurt in every end of the conversation. I don't even remember if every topic that we fight over is serious enough.



I usually start it off by being sarcastic (lol skill I acquired from lurking in Tumblr), then he would either get mad or be like "Gurl, I don't give a fuck." Of course, whenever he does any of that, I would get angrier and just cuss the fuck out, doing things that he dislikes. He wouldn't say a word, and I would eventually shut my gob. Sooner or later, when I have calmed the fuck down, I'll realize that it is somewhat childish. I'll get extremely depressed for having him go through the hassle of getting hurt from the things that I had said just because of a small thing (like not reporting on how he is doing. LOL I'M A NAGGER AND I AM ASHAMED OF MYSELF.).



We didn't talk for almost three days the last time we fought. It was the longest fight that we ever had. It was hard for me, and I think it goes the same for him. When we finally got to talk yesterday, I was all in tears, because I missed that person so much and because I was happy that we were able to make up.



I guess we're going to be in a cycle like that if we want to maintain what we have right now. What matters is that we grow together and individually.



LOL I CREY~

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