The Most Important Decisions In My Life
Sunday, May 29, 2011
depends with card games or a coin.
I admit that I have poor decision making skills sometimes, especially when choices are tempting. So, I often use the popular coin tossing method of decision making. Or, if I still have a lot of time thinking, I’d play a solitaire game and make a decision based on it. When I am to go somewhere or not and I am undecided about which option should I pick, I do that. It’s the easy way. It’s as if the universe conspires and helps me decide on what to do with my life.
Take this, for example. The whole afternoon, I played solitaire games, which, by the way, I am good at. (LOL How lonely. Solitaire for solitude.) Of course, I am humanand I still lose. The arrangement of cards tells me if I win or lose it. I don’t lose on it just because I put a card on a wrong place.
So, going back, I played solitaire the whole day. I said to myself on the first deal of cards, “If I win this, I’ll confess to the man I fancy a lot one of these days.” It sounds like witchcraft, really, but so I won. I fucking won.
On the second deal of cards, I told myself, “If I win this deal, I’m going to trust what the cards said on the first deal.” I played it, and felt nervous each time I flip a new card. I won again. I fucking won again.
Third deal of cards, I told myself, “Well okay, I’m going to confess and all, but being the pessimist that I am, if I win this, it wouldn’t work out.” I played, great set of initial cards, great river, but I lost when I only have four cards unlocked. LOL.
I thought, the cards weren’t enough. I got myself a coin, flipped it thrice. Heads, yes; Tails, no. Three heads appeared, now my life is doomed.
I can’t believe I’m doing this. I’m planning to become more vulnerable because of the coin and the cards. Wow.
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