All this time, I feel so depressed. Should I tell the reasons why? Well, I'd be off topic if I do that. To tell you the truth, I'm being absorbed by a strange feeling. I'm a bit pissed... Uhh, angry... sorta happy(well I'm not sure of that)... confused, maybe. You may check out my plurks if you're that persistent to know the whole story. hahaha. :P So my only solution to everything? A THOUSAND TUBS OF ICE CREAM. Well not literally. :p Till today, I already finished three 1.7L tubs of vanilla ice cream. I didn't eat everything alone. Other family members helped although I didn't want them to do so. 

Every scoop helps a lot. Really. Every spoonful makes me release this wrath I'm feeling inside. WRATH?!! WTF?! Honestly, I felt really bad the recent week. I was ditched by my supposed-to-be date this Vday. I want to go to Tampa, Florida so badly because I want to see my daughter. Lastly, I'm flat broke - no allowance for the week. So nice, it makes me want to cry my heart out. Ice cream makes me happy, even just for 5 seconds before it melts in my mouth. :'( ICE CREAM IS MY FOREVER HERO even if I'm getting fatter and I'm having swollen tonsils. 

Mom has been telling me to stop eating. What can I do? I just freaking can't! It's like my favorite pillow that I find comfort with.