OMG. i just had the greatest change so far in my entire life. Being a student is a tough job, i suppose, and it really is. Well all of us (my fellow batch mates) might as well have experienced it already... :) and it is a funny thing that things are still fair in our ailing planet.
In high school, we experience having these "iskul-bukul" moments wherein we used to trip on our teachers and we always have that "happy-go-lucky-easy-going" way of life, not realizing that there is such responsibility to be prepared for in college. I was never serious as these before i entered college. all i was thinking is that i should always have fun on whatever i have and i do in life, after all, i realized that it wasn't really good for me to live my life that way.
It was really frustrating in my part that i was thinking that i am already good in school, but the truth is, there are lots of people who are better than me, who can outshine my little light of knowledge in the forehead.
My greatest frustration and disappointment is that when i got two failing grades on two of my major subjects for my prelim period. it was frustrating because all i was thinking and feeling is that i already had enough review; and it was disappointing because after all the efforts i made just to review for the exams, i never expected to get such a lame score that i never ever received in my entire life. I was so upset to know that i am still incapable to pass. i was like "OMFG! i was shot to hell now." ...and all i thought about every single second of my waking hours, is on how will i get to cope up to pass my subjects for the next semester.
This triggered my being and made my pursuit of learning and my pursuit of having better study habits broader. I think that if this wouldn't have happened to me, i might not be awakened into the reality that college life is far more difficult than in high school life.
There are good things behind bad things after all. and i won't let my hopes slip away. i will be goddamn serious by now. and if i survived, i will tell everybody else straight on their face, that i am now a successful CPA Lawyer. yeah boi. Now that's the dreamer.

PS.
I still need more knowledge to gather before i can do that. HAHAHA!

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